Suicide?

Yes, murdering oneself.
But it has to be cool as what’s the point of (selecting) beaten to death ways of self extinction?
So hanging is out – first it’s the rope burn then being discovered with your tongue hanging our and looking grotesque – and then the matter of bodily fluids dribbling down the legs – yuck [...]

Shall I die now so you don’t have to read my blogs

I’m strapped here, not that I like being strapped here or anywhere – and there’s no kinky connotation – being strapped is just not me. But I am strapped, tight, with little breathing room and space, and I know it’s my doing since you did not strap me to this, and knowing you – okay [...]